heart break

once there was a boy and girl who were in love. when they hugged for the first time, they never wanted to let go. so they decided not to. they loved each moment of the embrace, smiling, laughing, and dreaming of their forever together...but then the boy became tired, he did not want to hug anymore. he saw his friends playing games and kissing girls. and then he saw a new girl and wanted to kiss her..
so what???? and, and so he let go of the hug and followed the other girl, leaving his first love alone and cold. the girl began to cry, and so she created rain and in a jealous outrage, she created lightening and thunder. to this day, the curse of her storm lives on in every broken heart.. = '(




everything is changing now : people are forgetting who they are, everyone wants to fit in and when they finally get the chance to, they leave the people they care about for the people that don't care about them.


='(

why am I so afraid to lose you, when you're not ever mine?

heyya!! hari ini gue mau cerita, ya kaya judulnya "why am I so afraid to lose you, when you're not ever mine?"
nanya-nanya didalem hati, kenapa sih gue makin hari makin kepikiran? -_-
iya gue jujur kangen bgt sm dia BANGET! rasanya mau ribut kalo dia bilang "ah masa?" fffff u!
ok galebay rasa kangen gue smpe kebawa mimpi......heyouuu-h!! itu udh gajelas bgt mimpinya.
intinya gue kangen bro sm lo! ya lo pikir dong lo udh BERDUA gue msh SENDIRI. lo buang gue gitu aja pas gue bener-bener butuh lo. nyele-kitt

LABIL ya tau lah gue itu labil bgt satu hari mungkin bisa 3 perasaan yg gue rasa-_-capedeeeee.
pagi nya seneeeeeeeeeng bgt, siang nya gamikirin lu bener2 gamikirin....sorenya galau gara-gara kangen. malemnya? mikir kenapa gue bs segitu nya sm lo-____-
yagitu aja tiap hari.

SATU PERTANYAAN BUAT LO
lo menjauh dari gue karena apa? apa karna lo pingin gue bs move on. lo tau ga? cara kaya gini gak ampuh sm sekali. dgn cara lo yg gini lo sama aja punya niat nyakitin gue.
please ya gue cuma butuh perhatian lo yg dulu!!! 

Memories Of My Grandpa

Grandpa..How are you in heaven?
You know..I miss you so much..
I miss your smile that of authorization
remaind...when I was child..
You always accompany me..
Invite me to know this beautiful world..
you're always patient answer my question..
And until now..I still feel warmth your finger hold my hand..
Your ceprices voice still hear in my ears
Remaid..a beautiful twilight which matchless if we sit together
Remind...when you're still by my side, holding and squeezing me..
Remind the time when we're smile together ☺

Grandpa....You accompany me..
Until I can be a succes person..
Our memories which can't to forget..
Really make me washed away in our memories..
Remind... when you're getting older and older...
you're always smile and laugh, although sometimes we forget you..
When you ask..
No one answer..
You're alone without anyone..
When you're getting tired, weak and need us..
Without deliverate we let you alone..
All the tears are falling down
When I let you go..
If I can...
I will kiss your hand one more and for the last time...
Grandpa...I am very regret..
Can't accompany you until your last day..
Now..I just can pray to you..

Grandpa..
I hope you're rest in peace..
I miss you!☺